So hillary has been talking to alex alot...and its kinda scarring me. She wants us to all hang out and whne i say no she gets all defensive...but she was never hurt my him like i was. I dont care how much he has changed or how much a better person he is. I actully loved that kid, and i wasted a year for what he put me through after...yhe i would think she would know why i refuse to see him ever again...i will not allow myself to be brought down again.