yeh so today went by actully fast but i didnt feel good. i cought up in all my work from missing a couple days last week. me and my dad are in a fight again. i dont knwo whats his pronblem but he knows not to piss me off cause i totally flipp out. my mom seems like the only one who cares. so this weekend im hanging out with tammy finally and were gunna go party and shit so that shall be good. casue i havent hung out wiht her in like years. I guess i might sell my bowl to alexa but i dont know why she doesnt really smoke pot nore buy it. but what ever floats her boat. Shes been getting on my nerves and i would like to just punch her in the face? but id rather not...i watched this kidd in math class cutt his arms and carve into them and shit.. it just brought back the worst memorys and after a while it sickened me and i coudlnt watch any longer. i regret ever cutting it was neevr worht it not matter how much bette rit made me feel. i mena when i see pl doign that i want to say something but i didnt casue i have no idea whats going on in their life and probly wounldnt understand. i just wnated to show him my scars and ask them if they wanted there arms to look like that forever but i didnt. I just wish they woudl realize how dumb it is in the end. dude i quit smoking be proud