today was a normal day..nothing that interesting...just everythign is pissing me off and like everytime i do one little hting wrong i get liek screamed at...im wicked tored..i went to merci hosue we stayed there for about an hour and then we walked to my hosue i was kinda stressed and was ready to collapse ...when we got here i smoked one of my joints it wasnt alot but i felt better we walked the long way to merci hosue avoiding hills when we got to merci i was making hti sbracelts but i gave up and then passed out on her couch and ocha (mercis older bro)came over and woke me up so i went up stairs and passed out till 10:40 then staed up for the last 15 min of merci and nicks convo then passed out again..i woke up around 6 witch amazed me...it was good to see merci...i cant wait till saturday for merci recitle i just love to wach her dance..its so beautiful and she looks so happy. I guess me merci nick and megan are goign bacxk to merci..i havent seen megan for two weeks wiht makes me sad but therse not much i can do about it...i hope when i see her we talk liek old times...im waiting for either hillary or tammy to call...kimk just called me i think shes ina mad casu ei walked home wiht out her and just walked with her b/f...ehh i need to get out of this house..well im gunna gi look for somethign to do..