so today after school i went to my moms and helped her for a while. we talked about my brtoehr on the way home and when all i could do it cry. and all the one person is who make smy life this fucke dup President Bush. i just miss my brother so bad no one could ever imagine. it juts hurts me so bad and all i can think about. when i started crying i just soundt stop i threw my self down on my stairs and just sat there and screamed my brothers name casue hes all i care about right now. my mom is saying shit liek how i have to go to college and she wants all this shit to happen and hwo she wnats to be abig part of my life but she doesnt understand hwo i dont and cant have that right now but i just cant do that i mean im all she has right now..my other brother is just a fuck up and elys in iraq and she on all this depression medican i just want everythign to be okay