everyone in my hsoue is sleeping and i feel very lonly when i look around me all my friends are in love..maybe im not ready but my mind says i am but my heart is not. i just long to be loved oh so much. I want to be held and liked for who i am. i think being in love wil make the best of me and maybe casue happyness. but at times i see those ppl who ar ein love and arnt happy and those ppl who arnt are very happy. love is some ppls life my frineds are mine and i continue to put them first. i dont knwo i just fell weird and very younge..maybe thats the case maybe im to young to be put in some positions such as love but i just see ppls smiles and know they are real and who they are wiht makes them soo happy and if i coudl just be wiht the person who i knwo coudl make me the most happiest girl ever.