yeh so anyways i spoent 4 hours in the emergency room last night till 3:30 in the morning i have a bad ear infection and it moved down my neck.. today> well i woke up to tammy calling me..last night she told her parents she was sleeping at my house casu eit was treddys birthday and she wanted to stay over there it mad me fell kinda used in a way. tammy and teddy showed up at 11:30 this morning and then we smoked a joint casue teddy wanted to thank me i guess? then hillary came over and then alexa got a ride form drivers ed to my hsoue and we all chilled and then aorund 3:30 i kinda made tammy and teddy leave casue merci and nick wanted to come to my house and smoke me up casue i was at teh mergency room...merci said she leiks it when me her and nick hang out ..its really fun and me and her and him get along so well..we smoked this purple haze shit nick got and i was fried and me hillary and alexa walked to the store and got so much food when i got hom tammy was very pissed casue i guess i made her feel liek shit casue i made her leave my hsoue when i had already told her i was hanging out wiht merci and merci and teddy cant be aorund eachother casue they absoulty hate eachother. tammy said thast leik she didnt need me and alexa anymore and that all she cared abotu was teddy and how he was her best frined casue she can telll him shit she cant tell us witch i think is bullshit casue she leik was scared to tell him she was on her period last night..she is starting ot act liek teddy so much ...he like made her think that hes all that she has..and like how he doesnt want her at my house casue he thinks we are gunna go han gout wiht guys. and i was talking wiht my dad and he said that what shappening is never good and she shoudl be liek " my name is tammya nd i can do what ever the fuck i want" witch i thought he was totally right. she liek lets him call her names liek for instance he called her a hoe last week and she dindt even stick up for her self and hes gunna htink thats okay witch it really isnt...latly its just all abotu teddy and its hard for just me tammy and alexa to han gout casue her and teddy have to spend as much time together as possible..i dont knwo its really gay...im mean teddy is being a complete asshole and brainwashing her she craves alot of attentiona dn it annoyes me and alexa so much and tammy thinks me and alexa are just best frineds and not her casue me and alexa hang out alot wiht out her for the main reason her b/f always tags along and we cant do all the shit we really want to and when he isnt there we have to lie qbout where ewe go or he will brweak up wiht her...i mena he doesnt want her at my hsoue unless he is here and i mena its getting to the point where i dont want himn heer he has showed up drunk 2 times and i have to take care of him and tammy just sitts there all pissed off. anywasy i have gotten high liek 7 days in a row and its great..i want to go to regay sunday wiht alexa merci and nick and megan ..not tammy though casue teddy wont let her out there casue last year some kid tried to fuck her..she said she can only go if he goes and im deffinatly not goign wiht him casue if one guy looks at any of his he will go crazy..anywasy im hanging otu wiht dan tomarrow and my dads going to a concert...i really need to have liek a serious talk wiht dan and make him understand my door is always open he told me he has walked to my hsoue before but didnt dare to knodk on the door...but i explained it woudl be all set..my ear kills so im gunna go lay down..i will write tomarrow an dtell you what happens p.s i feel liek tammy susing me or somehting casue leik she only will hang out wih tus whn teddy is busy or making her wait all day and i dont liek being a second option if her plans fail..it makes me feel iek shit and she only hang out wiht us when she has no one else to hang out with..and today she told me she doesnt care abotu me and alexa and i wa lsike so you dont care about all those times we were there for you and she didnt say anythgin and i wa lsiek look around tammy your losing everyone and once you and teddy break up who are you gunna go to casu eyoru treating everyone liek shit and no ones guna want to be around you...and liek i wa lsiek get it threw you thick scull you will regret everythign you doo in the next xouple months..casue i can already see teddy nto letting me and tammy hangin out