today went by fast im home ..me and my dad have started talking but im avoiding trying to talk about anythign personal wiht him just becasue i dont wnat my dad to knwo how i feel and what im thinking..i really dont want anyone to. I dont wnat people to see my weaknesses or anything....My dad asked me to burn a cd for him so i will but i bribed him and i get his cd player and i will trade hime mine so it worked out. Mrs.collet was asking about my brother today and i just told her and walked away like i had nothign to live for..i dont knwo hwy its bother me so much and it seems to be bothering me more than anythign at the moment.I yelled at mrs.shoibs today becasue once again i didnt get what we where doign and once again she just walked awya fomr me while i was talking what a bitch ...i told her to get of my case and leave me alone so im expecting her not to talk to me anymore which would be a good thing..im getting a 37 in her class witch is gay again but my mom and dad understand and they hate her to so i dont think my grade will matter. I dont believe that life is supposed to make you feel good or to make you feel miserable either Life is just supposed to make you feel witch latly i have been feeling alot even for little things but life is life cant fix it or change it we all have to deal .my moms commign to get me casue i guess i dont spend time wiht her and shit so i dont know where this is gunna go im hopping if we go to her house my brother can teach me more on the electic gautar :).peace out man