Listening to: sugarcult - pretty girl/its the way
Feeling: accomplished
weelllll. my sister decided she wanted 2 rite a song. she is good at music so she is riting the tune, but i hav 2 rite the words.
so i hav
but seein asd i cannae put the tune on here, i shal put it in n y'al can read it lke a poem. pleas tel me wot u think
see me here
im crying, screaming, losing myself
all for you
i cry your tears
i feel your pain
only to remind me of how ive failed
wen u break i break
every cut you force,
every tear that falls
im drowning in your pain
wish i could shut my eyes
and free you from it all
but still you hurt
still you bleed
but still i stay
you dont see
how youre hurting, killing, losing me
as you fall
i hate what you do
i fear all you are
i havent saved you and never will
cos wen u break i break
every cut you force,
every tear that falls
im drowning in your pain
wish i could shut my eyes
and free you from it all
but still you hurt
still you bleed
but still i stay
im drowning
im dying
im crying
for you
im screaming
im bleeding
im hurting
and still i stay
xHUGx
xxx
It's good that you managed to decorate your room.
I'm still trying to persuade her but I only had it done about 2 months ago.
In my dad's house I have a navy carpet, but only because it used to be a junk room.
I just need some time away from this place, these people and be left with just my thoughts. It feels like im dying, or that im already dead. There is no point in trying to do nice things for myself until im ready to appreciate them, untill ive sorted my head out.
*sighs*
i love you too.
im sorry.
i know im not making sense. its just hard to put this into words.
im sorry.
i think i have to go soon, mother will be getting home. i just wanna go curl up and cry in a corner somewhere. i feel terrible.