Well this is pretty much an entry begat from boredom in life and of the last entry. Spring harvest was cool. The sessions were absolutely crap, but the whole social aspect was good. Sheer amusement at gingers expense, that'l teach him to stop being an arse, and basically spending 6 days solidly with some of my closest friends. cant be bad can it. Things with sam are getting a bit weird. I'm thinking i still like him, i dont desperately want to, and its stupid, but i do. And after he prodded me alot and even got down on one knee and begged me to find out what was wrong with me one day at SH, i eventually told him that. The next day, of course, he starts acting all weird and distant and as if he really wished i wasnt there. and i was gutted, cos we were getting on really well before that. still, no matter how weirdly he is acting, i cant help but miss him. we got back from spring harvest on thursday, i saw him on saturday, and i missed him so much. 24 fucking hours and i couldnt cope with it. God i'm so pathetic.