no, not wasted in that way. i just feel like ive wasted this half term a bit, most people think you waste a half term by doing nothing, but i think thats the purpose of a half term. and ive done an awful lot. i havent spent enough time sleeping, eating junk, lying on the sofa and recovering from the last half term of actual work. i have also neglected NaNo alot more than i planned, i needed 2 get alot done this week. cos otherwise thers no chance of me actually getting it finished. ah well, theres always tomorow.... hang on, im writing an essay tomorow. screw. well, at least keeping myself busy has given me little time to think. which we all know is never good. if i start to think i'm gna start thinking about sam, cos thats all i ever bloody think about and i'l think about how much i miss him and how long it is till isee him and that will be crappy. Every word you say makes you that little bit more perfect *tries to distract self* i went to bentley waterfoul and motor museum today. the motors not so interesting, but the waterfoul *loves* there were many many ducks, so i was in a lil ducky susie heaven, and we bought muchos duckfood, and i hand fed quite a few duckies. i was ok having their cute lil beaks nibble at my hand, but i wasnt quite so amused when it got to the very large very loud honking flapping swans. twas at that point where i ran away throwing the food over my shoulder at them. i want a duck damnit. i want him to be my ducky friend, and i can stroke him all the time. unlike the ducks today who werent such stroking fans. but the geese were too slow to do anything about it *shifty eyes* well, i cant think of much else to say. ive done alot, but nothing really worth talking about. bye xHUGx