things have been a bit up and down this week. ive had absolutely shit days, and then bloody great ones. I suppose thats the reason diaries are ment to be written every day. well lets just go throught the whole week. monday: pretty crappy day at school i seem to remember, but then there was a party at XS, which somehow managed to put me in a great mood, there was muchos dancing to cheesy music, and i felt the need to look happy for the girls, so i did, and prettty soon i felt it aswel. tuesday: this was a mixture of the two. i was put in a really good mood in the morning, by sam texting me to ask if i was going to the firweorks that evening. a small thing, yet it managaed 2 make me so happy. i am very odd. but then we had SAS, and Mr Owens pissed me off. going on about how we shouldnt get Bs and Cs, how anything other than an A or A* is a failure. and we had to do target setting n he was being such a stubborn arse n it pisseed me off. then after lunch i had to do my english monologue, i couldnt decide whether i was nervous or didnt give a fuck. eventually i settled on the latter. the monologue itself went remarkably well. it came out funnier than i had planned, which was good, cos thats about the only reason ppl liked it. mrs barlow even said i was pythonesque. compliment of the century there. so now claude and i are going to film a new monty python series. razzy we decided you should be in it too. and the three of us will be just plain hilarious and make millions. then we had a physics lesson, which was just funny cos we pissed mrs kurian off to the max, which is always funny. then in the evening i went 2 emilys, tried 2 get some dance done, that didnt happen. then i went 2 the fireworks at gings. it was a YP gathering but sam was there, n that was the most important thing. and ami of course, but i didnt see you much did i m'dear. the fireworks themselves were a bit crappy, but steve was so proud of himself cos he didnt injure anyone for the 1st time at a fireworks party, and the night was good overall. wednesday: i think i was in a shitty mood again on wednesday. except i dont think i had a particularly good reason. Mr Owens was pissing me off i think. no surprises there. thursday: best day of the week. i had good lessons, english, watching monologues, tech, 110% in a chemistry test, drama then a big fun game of basketball with many many friends. then in the evening was housegroup, and sam was there. so i was happy. and he gave me a bracelet which he bought for me on holiday so i was over the bloody moon. somehow the 3 weeks not seeing him was worth it, just for seeing him that night. i wasnt even hyper or anything, like i normally am when i'm happy. but i couldnt stop smiling and i had a peculiar warm fuzzy feeling. bless him, he bought me something, he doesnt like spending money, especially not on girls. but he did anyway. how cute. XD. friday: not bad, lesons were soso, then went ice skating after skl with beaucoup de friends. that was good, i am getting better, i'm quite proud of my progress, its still gonna take me a while to be as good as the others though. then we went 2 costas, claudey twiggy me n mike. that was fun, got 2 know mika a bit better, he's a cool guy. likes all the right films, and hes gonna grow his hair back to how long it was before, i.e very. so thats rather cool. he also likes the llama song and the such like, so thats good. and today: well ive been catching up on my novel today. NaNoWriMo is here at last, and i'm prud to say i'm almost up to date with my word count, and i even quite like my novel, which is always a bonus. tonight i'm going to fireworks with le claudey and sam, and maybe tim. ride, here we come. bloody hell this entry was long hope y'all enjoy ur bonfire nite bang ooohh ahhhh xHUGx