Listening to: Greenday - scattered
Feeling: ashamed
Every person has their limit
the distance they will go for personal gain
some people go there for pleasure
some for satisfaction
some for relief
but i dont know my limit
never have
i dont know how far i will go
until the word is on the tip of my tongue
the blade is in my hand
then whatever it is in me makes the decision,
can i do this?
or is this where it ends?
i wonder if anyone else know there limit
or do they work it out when they get there
i hope they do
i hate not knowing
when you dont know everything is tempting
all the worst things seem right
tonight i proved myself wrong
i went further than i thought i ever could
what the fuck have i done?
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136 days, 3 hours, 42 minutes and 18 seconds
Or 11763738 seconds
or 196062 minutes
or 3267 hours
Makes me wish that you were here
:)
explain...?
*is worried*
I really hope that you're okay m'dear. If you ever want to talk to someone then I'm here.