Unti my skin is ripped to shreds

Listening to: Greenday - scattered
Feeling: ashamed
Every person has their limit the distance they will go for personal gain some people go there for pleasure some for satisfaction some for relief but i dont know my limit never have i dont know how far i will go until the word is on the tip of my tongue the blade is in my hand then whatever it is in me makes the decision, can i do this? or is this where it ends? i wonder if anyone else know there limit or do they work it out when they get there i hope they do i hate not knowing when you dont know everything is tempting all the worst things seem right tonight i proved myself wrong i went further than i thought i ever could what the fuck have i done? ~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~ 136 days, 3 hours, 42 minutes and 18 seconds Or 11763738 seconds or 196062 minutes or 3267 hours Makes me wish that you were here :)
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susie?
explain...?
*is worried*
I'm not really sure what I can say to that Susie except the traditional *hugs*

I really hope that you're okay m'dear. If you ever want to talk to someone then I'm here.