This is really an entry for the sake of an entry, i dont know why i bother, but theres nothign on telly and i cant be arsed to do anythign intelligent or effort-taking. so i find myself here, sitting at the computer, chewing a sherbert thingy from christmas which ive only just eaten the sherbert out of. I wish i could write about what i'm feeling, but as i stated in my 'current mood', i'm feeling nothing worth writing about. I have nothign to be inately happy or sad about, so i'm kinda 'in limbo' as joe put it. Feelign a bit on the edge because of that. if anyone pisses me of slightly i'm gonna get in a really shitty mood, if anythign upsets me i'm gonna get proper upset, but if something makes me happy, i'm gonna get really hyper. DYD should be eventful. I hate whats going on with sam atm. i just want us to be friends. But anytime i'm around him, i get irritable and snappy and find it really hard to enjoy myself.I cant remember a DYD when i havent cried, cried on the way home, or cried when i got home, just cos i get so bloody tense whenever hes there, and crying is the only way i'm willing to let out that tension. I'm finding myself rather incapable off putting together coherent sentences anything to do with what is going on in my brain, so i'm going to close this etry here.