eh, just bin 2 a gig @ emilys church, shitty support band but the headliner was cool. met her french pen pall, and charlottes, both are confusingly called charlotte. there was this rly cute guy there, he was so sweet, remeinded me of bob, n he was all on his own t he was so aw bless. if only i had had the fucking courage 2 go up and ask 4 his fucking number. i asked tim his name tho. tis andy. mayb i could make tim give him my number. who the fuck am i kidding? no1 wants my fucking number. goddammit. ah well im used 2 it xHUGx :~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~ 145 days, 22 hours, 54 minutes and 14 seconds Or 12610454 seconds or 210174 minutes or 3502 hours And then a hero comes along, with the strength to carry on, and you cast your fears aside, and you know you can survive :)