Blimey, i havent updated in ages. now i know all you avid readers of my diary, of which im sure there are many many many, the first thing you wil want to know about is dear lil sam. well i saw him on saturday. spent preety much the whole day with him. nothing very exciting,went 2 town, back 2 mine, went 2 a youth club thingy. i beat him at pool. c'mon. then on sunday aswel. he was at the baptisms. speaking of the baptisms, they were rather funky. gemma and i almost cried, which is not wierd 4 me, dno bout her. i have 2 say i was far more nervous and excited out ami than my sister, but oh wel, thats the way the world works. so yeah, that was really good. and today i went along 2 CU, for the 1st time in about 3 years, i was quite proud of myself. well then. what else intersting has happened. oh yeah, sunday nite/monday i felt like shit. basically i was suddenly realising how insanely gutted i was that sam doesnt want a gf. i really did feel crap, with the crying and everything. so that stopped me sleeping all of sunday nite. which left me with a terrible headache and being off school on monday. i slept til half 4 in the afternoon. i was bloody tired. and felt like crap. good job i have friends like gemma nd raz and joe and ami and kyna and especially BoB to cheer me up when i feel like that. thanks guys XD well bye all xHUGx