"did it hurt?" "did what hurt?" "when you fell out of heaven." I hate lines like that. and Guys who suck up to you. goodness, I like human beings, not...sick clones. I hate fakes. gahhhhh! And I dont like guys who are just overly perfect. I rather you be unperfect and nerdy then not real at all. Like my friend scott told me "We like girls, not their makeup." I'm figuring out that I do not need a big group of friends to be happy. Lauren talked to me today, like normal. It made me happy. I guess I just over reacted. it happens. Big groups are overwhelming. I'm testing all week. gah! I'm frightened. mum is bugging me about my grades. I cant concentrate. I don't want to. I want good grades. I hate hearing Aubree tell me that she's top of our class...and then looking at my list and seeing I'm at the bottom. I have a c- average. which sucks. but...what can I do. mum says I'm too stressed out. Then leave me a lone! mmm, I love my mommy.