feeling pretty happy. meh. little meh...whatever...One day. on a happier note I saw bunches of falling stars tonight. Beautiful. man oh man It was a good night for the most part, I was blissfully happy for a while. we went to joanns party, me and bree talked abit. haha...she keeps me going a lot of the times. I don't know what this is, how can I let him in when its just going to end up like the last. because I let it end up that way...or whatever... I can just be me... wow, I'm growing up, and I'm letting myself... I can say it doesn't matter...but I hate how it does.