That's why I feel all alone all the time. I don't talk to anyone. What's it all about? I miss taylor. His love. man oh man. "He's still flying for us" a lot of the time I hate myself. I give in. fear vs faith misunderstood. I'm stupid. Today was the thing. I grabbed his hand. wow. what have I got to fear? my last band rehearsal before my last competition. wow, this week has been full of a lot of of firsts and lasts. love. what is it?