wow, I really haven't updated in a while. heh. tryouts are this coming saturday! yikes. and friday I have pageant workshops. I have to have my heels by then so I can learn how to walk on the ramp. What am I getting myself into. what have I got myself into!? then saturday night is the quad stake dance. I'm lame...I look forword more to stake dances then to school dances. IT's because I can dance with whoever I want. I like it. I like varity...hehe...He's going too. oh yikes. so, I found a love letter in my locker today. Actually it was a quirky little poem he obviously spent a lot of time on. haha. by then end of this weekend I decided I liked it. He used the forbidden "L" word and it freaked me out. ouioui. but...it was nice. he said if I give it to him he'll give me a hug. yay! saturday was conference! yum! I love it. I'm a dork...I know...but I like it! I like it a lot! then there were lessons that went fantastic. I love Clark. I love his patience with me. he said I only coudn't do fours because I told myself I can't do them. He said I'm really good...I just lack in confidence. thanks...I think. well anyway...we worked on music...and he tried teaching me to mark time. wow! how do you guys do it? he taught me the "wrong way" but he said I'll catch on faster. hmm! then later was percussion captain interviews. yay! mine went...fantastically well. I'm hoping I make it. I'm also hoping I make bass. Gosh if he's flippin' givin me a nother chance to audition...things are looking up! finaly! yeah...Sarah asked me if I had any heros. I was surprised. I told her Michelle Kwan...then I paused and said "Mr. Bedont..." she asked me If I was having a hard time with it. I told her I was getting by. I really like Sarah. she'll do for now. yeah...then I played with kaylee and spendlove and kam. well...we really didn't play. we talked to his parents which was rather awkward. She remebered she talked to me. yikes.... it was entertaining. They all remembered me after I told them I was the girl with the curls. Kam now calls me to my face the"disabled friend" thanks bud... yes, it was a blast. we were supposed to shove spendlove in a box and put him on malcolm;'s door step. but...that would be rather awkward for him and me ...and the boy. wooo... I got to play with nat and nadia. gosh they make me feel bad for myself. nadia said sometime I have to let her do my hair and make up. "you'd be so pretty...I mean...prettier..." yeah... They're so hoochie. I felt like a plain jane prairie child. gosh... but I still love talking to nat. she has so much drama. is tehre something wrong with me? wow. anyhoo...conference is starting again. yay. the prophets was the best! I love him. :) I am young but able.