mmm, when I'm with Aubers. I feel a live. normal. kirsten, just kirsten. she gives me courage to talk to...them. I get all shaky, adn I walk funny. and...oh man oh man. hmm... we took a nap together on her couch. woke up for the cute parts of the movie. Serendipity gives me such hope. "my perfect, tragic, surprise." anyhoo... I talked. I smiled. i'm too tired to write. I called london tonight to see why he called. he said he just wanted to know how my trip went. What? he called to talk?! oh...joy. calling to talk, that's my favorite.