I should be preparing family home evening or something. I did think about taking the family to the soccer game but...they wouldnt want to go. hahaa. so, It's been a pretty nice day. Except I never got the call I was expecting, so I never got to go ice-skaitng. which I was really looking forward to. stupid cow. so I just sit and write my frustrations and listen to the same stupid Elvis song over and over again. I started crying when it came around 8ish. I felt stood up and stupid. Then I talked to Sara, and felt worse because it's awkward now that he and derek are together. hah, Maybe I'm just...yeah...it's just weird. But hopefully nice derek got my schedual worked out for me. nice boy. Me and Bree hung out today, oh boy it was nice. Scott Marshal and his mom gave us a ride home. After everyone else passed us with their boyfriends. heh. *rolls eyes* I really, no, I mean, I don't care... I mean... I don't want any of it... It's merely the awkwardness that gets to me. and being put out. yes... but anyways. Got my hopes up. that's all. Andy Murri reminded me of hurting him last year, that whole landen over him thing. hah! Andy is way cute... and I promise, this will be the last time to listen to this song. mmm... I woke up happy this morning, and earlier than usual. I did my hair real nice today, it spirals all over. they're pretty! and I felt pretty! I'm excited for the concert tomorrow, to preform my solo (ahhhh!!!) I crave lemon squares!