I forgot to eat, again. kinda a blahy waste of a day. I worked for emi because she's working for me tuesday and thursday. I have to work wednesday which puts a damper on my one day with taina. hopefully they won't make me work till close like I'm supposed to. hahaahaha, so I can play with her more. I wen tot bree's house and watched highschool musical with her and karrie, it was lovely. I came home for a bit for family home evening, I actually enjoyed it. funny? we rewound the cute parts about a million times. Talked about wanting a highschool love after watching that movie. I'm so anti love. but love is the essence of my being. I don't get me. mmm... I imagined someone in a band uniform (hard core geek, that's me) and I began to quiver. mmmm...I mean shiver. bah. I'm so scared, so so scared. scared this might be a good thing. such a good thing has to end, right? well, I guess I'll let it come. I've been day dreaming all week, it's about all I can do these hot lazy days of summer. oh, if only he knew. the treck is so soon. oh my and it's so hot. mmm... you know that camp song...slippin in the covers with... hahah...alright. man oh flippin man.... tomorrow will be a good day, I'm looking forward to it! yeeeeeeha! i get to go to my awesome yw/ym's activity at first dam. yesyesyesyeys! I hope jill and amber go. I need to talk them into hanging out iwht me. I really love my ward. things are... well...getting better. i won't say much about the family ordeal, but, I hope it will work out. I just hope he's okay. and from this...I need to talk to sara so badly. I need you so much. come home soon. ...elder elder, I hope he's doing alright.