feeling bleh. friendless and hopeless. mom says I only do it to myself. Great. I feel like a freak. man oh man. shy and alone. man oh man. I want to quit life in general. I'm been so sad lonely. mum isn't making it any better. but, she's all I've got right now. I hate highschool. Everyone is depressed. mad at eachother. or something else is wrong. man oh man. ...I wish I could just talk...