ahghghghghghg! dearest diary! um, efy was...amazing. it was exactly what I needed, but i didn't know I needed it. I met amazing people. I have new friends, nice nice people. oh...and I met this boy...but don't worry, nothing will come of it! haha, I just thought he was really cute. yeah... I've been feeling kinda offish since. I really kept to myself more at EFY. I wish I would of gotten to know poeple more, but I got what I needed. It was more of a...doing it for kirsten thing. I'm really glad I got to bare my testimony to cydne. ...why am I...like this? nevermind. so, I went to kris' house and I got an awesome sumo wrestler costume! wahoo! then I went to bree's house and we talked for a long time on her swing. came home and found out I had missed a call from malcolm...dang it!! hee...yeah... I have a date tomorrow night! with Anthony. yay!...yeah...things are getting pretty serious. it's our second date. wowsers. it will be fun...he's leaving next week on his mission. we'll see what happens. yeah...I'm feeling like a man eater...or a...well yeah... anyhoo... I feel pretty good. tomorrow will be a good day. I hope we have band tomorrow, I've missed it. man oh man... where have you been?