man oh man I feel so sick. my face has gotten bigger and it's starting to bruise. I'll never insult myself again if you just take this away from me. man oh man. How I will manage tomorrow, I'll never know. I'm so tired. maybe I'll take a ncie bath and some pain killers and go to bed. bed...sleep... I lost my muddy bears and I'm not in the mood to be with the drumline. maybe I'll practice for a while, that always makes me happy. tonight I ran off with bree, I'm glad she's back in town. She always seems to make me feel so good. we walked around and went to janet's house. We played with the baby cows, they were so sweet. sleep... this too will pass, It will all be okay. hey, trials bring blessings. so, bring on the rain! I have no room to complain. I'll be alright.