with him I laugh so much. It's almost like me and landen, but different, you know. I'm so naive when it comes to stuff like this, it's perfectly not perfect. *bites lip* if I just let him in. all day we were together. too good to be true...I guess a good thing can happen every once in a while. we have this wicked awesome move (which I cannot hit for the life of me) during the ballad. We even have an explosion. Malcolm would do it like a little boy, he would even smile cheesey. band camp was a pain. Aubree kept me going a lot of sectional time. I like that she's there too doing drama stuff. Dang, I miss her. I was sick about the whole time. Lunch I went to kaylee's house and for once I didn't annoy her to tears, I've improved so much. she babied me up and I whined, it was nice. We spent the whole lunch break watching country music videos. I love country music! we were road signs for section spirit day. jakes was seriously my favorite. "slippery when wet." bah! marci was handicap parking and I was the blind child at play. and...sorts. wow! theres a spider on my computer! ...it's kinda cute. just a baby. I got home in the worst mood, like usual. I went to sleep and woke up around 7:15. I was actually drooling and that woke me up. showered and went to heidi's house with jo jo. wow that was an experience. I had a blast with fuzz. yeah... you know what, I'm really missing andy right now. this year we're going to kiss. well, when the moment is right under the stars. It's about time. I think next summer we'll be together. one of those things that just have to happen. Dang I miss him. don't let your life pass you by. jordan said malcolm was the best they get. We'll see, he is pretty neat.