oh boy Going to the hospital today. I'm giving labor. Except not. haha...lame... Sara came over last night and let me sob on her shoulder. I just don't want to go. and my mum didnt seem to care about anything last night except her stupid show. She didnt even turn around when I was sobbing loudly behind her. Heh. Sara was nice about it. *thanks* she told me no matter what I wasnt alone. Thank goodness. She told me to memorize a scripture too. So I tried. but I love the scripture so much I cried again. *nice cry* REv 21:4 And God shall wipe all the tears from the eyes... nice one. It's the morning...say 8 AM. I'm fasting. Doctor's orders. Man...And I really want some food. Landen called me just in time last night. I was tempted to just throw myself down the stairs and wait for my brother (who was busily talking to himself) to notice me. Mum last night said I was too cheap to do any chores and I didnt want to earn money for the trip. when REally I just didnt want to do anything related to slave work (emptying the dishwasher) I rather be at school... sad day. We're going soon. Then after the hospital I'm forced to go to mum's school. To be hit on by 7th graders. heheheehe...this could be fun. *shivers* It's so cold here. I feel so much better now