Well, Ive been thinking a lot. haha. Mum says I need to enjoy my life and the funny experiences. She doesn't want me to waste my youth. hmm! "And we've only just begun!" yeah... So I confided in her on my troubles. STuff that no one else really cares to hear me worry about. My bishop, seminary teacher and now mother say I need to stop being so hard on myself. Ha! To relax. let go. giggle. hold hands and take a deep breath. Stop focusing on the forever and focus on a little of now. It's my last tri of high school! and then life begins! well, after the whole period in my life where I sit distressed and wondering what I should do with my life. agh. I'm in the varity show now, more friends. new people. I'm going to get to know Daniel more now. We'll be friends! yay! I hope I have more classes with JB now. aw, this tri has really been the best one so far. I guess I kinda had classes with just me so I got to know more people. I feel good. I just made cookies and I'm thinking about missionaries. aw... life, yeah it's good!