i think my parents are going to sell the house soon. track is on monday, i have to wear shorts and get a physical. i dont know what to do, i haven't cut in the longest time im going insane. i started this weird habit of sticking pins under my nails now. i need to get a lighter. i can't drink anymore either, bc my dads resumed his hard liquer fetish and he monitors it pretty closely.. im sick of school. im ready for summer.