so vair stressed out. have a gargantuan AIDS paper due tomorrow and I haven't even done the research yet. :debates whether to laugh amusedly or cry frantically: who makes a paper due the day after spring break anyways? a sadist. thats who. in other news, my mom practically had a psychotic breakdown this morning. awoke to her spasmodically rapping on my door and screaming at me simultaneously. i swear i could almost feel my blood pressure rising by the second. argh. i greatly dislike her at times. most times, lately. was so, vair bored yesterday. i spent all of spring break alone, because all of my friends left to go somewhere or other. so i smoked some weed in my garage just for a cheap thrill, and it was really weird. it wasn't like i got high, i was just really impaired and i got so dizzy, and i kept hearing this alarm-clock buzzing sound in my head. i thought i was going insane. thats never happened before. hm. i haven't smoked pot for 2 or 3 weeks before that. does that make me a newb again? pah. blah. off to go read in my room because I am a socially inept procrastinating junkie with a psychotic mother.