grr >:[ finals and a bit lit paper due next week. last math test is on this thursday, which is stressing me to infinity and beyond because this is my last chance to pull up my grade. and i desperately need to pull up my grade. lets just say, the total number of points possible in that class this semester was 1,000. i made 672. way to go tiko. ahhh big school dance next saturday. i dont even really want to go. if i do go, im bringing a girl as my date and im going to be rolling. thats the end of that argument. gah. i really dislike school dances. they alwyas make you wonder, "well how come i don't have a date? how come he asked her? is this dress ok?" and its just stupid and it makes you question yourself. i can't wait until school is out. i am seriously going to fuck myself up real bad all summer, and then i'll be content once september rolls around, so then i'll buckle down and actually try to do well in school. i have a couple crushes :[ i really don't want to. crushing makes me feel self-conscious.