I just might have to fucking kill someone now. 2nd friend to break up with me in a month because I wouldn't stop doing drugs for them. i figure if someone is a real friend, they will accept me no matter what and not leave me for something as trivial as that. ******** ****: and im not some half-junkie who can't remember not to take ritalin because I promised to go straight until spring break, and I slipped up. I just snorted a little ritalin, and they're all trying to make it sound like I fucking shot up on heroine or something.