i feel shitty. my head hurts. i feel like i'm laced and im not, but everythings swimming around and my brain is pumping in my head. and i'm becoming incomprehensible. theres nothing to do. when we first moved, i was happier than anything to leave everyone behind. But the thing you don't think about is that when you're leaving your past, you're leaving your friends as well. The few that i had anyway. Just yesterday i saw 3 kids hanging out and doing stupid things, having a good time, and I finally realized how much i really miss everyone. now that that emotional drama has passed, i am ready to yak on your shoes because i jsut started thinking about the people i used to go to school wiht.