fucked up thrown out and overdue... i'm fucking done (the bronx, heart attack american) brawl with parental control units yesterday. I can't remember having felt so hysterical. I foudn this jagged piece of plastic or fiberglass on the ground, and i started snapping it into little pieces. I didn't even pay attention to it until I looked down and realized that my fingers were bleeding. I haven't been feeling so great lately. I wrote a suicide letter.