argh dammit my friend has liked like 3 guys in the last couple weeks. DAMMIT adn the third is the guy i like, but now i can't say anything because it would sound like im just trying to claim something. god, i wish i could be her. i don't know how people go from guy to guy to guy, i hardly ever like anyone and when i do, i fall hard. god dammit i hate feeling like this, i just want to cut out the part of me that still needs to love something. i'm so frustrated. everythign i put effort into just kind of dies. I'm sick of people fucking around with me im sick of my friends crapping out on me. DAMMIT i'm sick of placing my hope in something that doesn't exist. i hope you got all of that. ps- that guy i like. he stole a no tresspassing sign for me. *sob* *smacks self* dont like the pink or the "tearZ" thing.. but its a nice quote. i wish i could just cry without feeling like a bitch.