[10] just... fuck

Listening to: dog\'s squeaky toy
Feeling: alive
urrggg.... spent 38 minutes in the counselers office. 38!!! ACKKKKK 1. he tried to get me to discuss my arms bc apparently um, 6th graders are talking about me.. sad, naive little kids who think this is so terrible. if he were really bright at all, he would know that no one cuts their arms. oh yes, he somehow managed to relate cutting to boyfriends. my FUCKING GOD!! 2. asked me if i am in a gang. great. technically, yes, but what was i suposed to say? yes, and if you don't shut ur trap ill send my lesbian recruits after you? 3. talked about my friend who is currently in trouble for arson and "threatening to kill someone". he babbled on and on and on about perspective and yelling and pencil sharpeners. 4. um.. he talked about high school.. yeah that was pretty weird too bc he asked me what college i wanted to go to, so i just sadi columbia. "why?" "because me and anna are goign there for the lezzie action." ps. im straight. who really gives a fuck though.
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i love cars and calories.
and i love at your funeral.
and i love all of their songs.
the band is great, and you dont know what you are talking about.
[Anonymous]
Weee..I've always loved the movie Carrie, which is why i feel blessed to be named Cary. Marilyn Manson is a god. I love Manson, and all their songs. Hmmm...i love your diary name. My friends used to call me Morticia. lol. I can't imagine why..*sarcasm*
[Anonymous]
alright then. thanks for your opinion, im sorry that i dont agree.
[Anonymous]
you didnt offend me.. people always make fun of that band and so i am very defensive about it. sorry, i take music a little to seriously sometimes. im glad you have your own opinion, its more than one could say for most. =)
[Anonymous]
I practice Wicca as well, everything about magick just fascinates me. I believe i was around 12 years old when i started too. I was in 6th grade at the time, so yes..12. (i'm in 9th now)
I hate it when people say poser. It pisses me off, and it makes them sound like one. But what is poser anyway? Posing as what? We're all humans, we all breathe, they make no sense.
Cary
[Anonymous]
i like bright eyes. very very good music. i love the lyrics. that is really what makes a song for me, the lyrics.

its good to stand up for your music. and yourself. =)
[Anonymous]
My mom is very religious too. She lets me have spellbooks and stuff, she doesnt mind my practicing wicca, but sometimes she finds wax dolls and stuff, and she confronts me about it. She thinks i'm a freaking satan worshiper! Not true.lol. I don't believe in anything. She almost sent me to therapy too, because when the whole satan issue came along, i was cutting myself alot, and she noticed. so i got in trouble. But i didn't get sent to therapy =)
[Anonymous]
wow...that was amazing...absolutly amazing....cept i can't masturbate...damn contest with my friends for lent

there's really nothing to write about though, nothing happens