k well to update you wiht my rant about jessica-the-jerk-ass-son-of-a-bitch-fucker.. she turned herself into the counselors. have you EVER heard of anythihgn so insane? anyway, she was sniffling and crying and when she came out she announced to everyone she was in a shitload of trouble and had to go to therapy because she had a "run-in" with suicide. She obviously did this to tell a story, because no one talks about this as openly as she does. anyway. I really sucked at track today. I don't know what was going on with me but i think i came in 3rd to last for the 200 and 100. I don't think i want to go to the meet, i dont want to get a physical. My scars are pretty hideous. I can't believe i did so bad at track today. (i realize im very unorganized right now, in my speech and all). ps- death to the government