concert

i went to a concert this Friday. It was really good and I was with all of my friends, and we ran into this guy from my school that I really like. And he ended up hanging out with us for the whole thing. I actually thought things were going well. Then he mentioned that he didn't like all the smoke in the arena because he was asthmatic. And I noticed a lot of people were smoking too, and it was giving me a headache from wanting a cigarette so bad. So when he left to get in the mosh pit, I thought "well, this is the best time to get it out of the way." So I pulled out a pack of cigareetes and just smoked one after another and I noticed he was just standing a couple feet away and i could feel him looking at me but i didn't want to make a big deal of it so i just finnished my cigarette and didn't say anything. and it was going really, really well up to that point. well, it went decent, which is enough to satisfy me considering i thought he hated me before. but i guess he does now, because i was a bit of an insensitive bitch with the whole cigarette situation. argh. I want him so bad. I think i would give up smoking for him. Pot, cigarettes, everything.
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Awww!!! I'm so sorry that it went like that...and you weren't being a bitch for smoking, it's his loss! It's sooo sweet that you'd give it all up for him though..I doubt he hates you! Why don't you try talking to him? Give him a note and see how things go?? I hope things go okay!!!
Luv,
Stella