i went to a concert this Friday. It was really good and I was with all of my friends, and we ran into this guy from my school that I really like. And he ended up hanging out with us for the whole thing. I actually thought things were going well.
Then he mentioned that he didn't like all the smoke in the arena because he was asthmatic. And I noticed a lot of people were smoking too, and it was giving me a headache from wanting a cigarette so bad.
So when he left to get in the mosh pit, I thought "well, this is the best time to get it out of the way." So I pulled out a pack of cigareetes and just smoked one after another and I noticed he was just standing a couple feet away and i could feel him looking at me but i didn't want to make a big deal of it so i just finnished my cigarette and didn't say anything.
and it was going really, really well up to that point. well, it went decent, which is enough to satisfy me considering i thought he hated me before. but i guess he does now, because i was a bit of an insensitive bitch with the whole cigarette situation.
argh. I want him so bad. I think i would give up smoking for him. Pot, cigarettes, everything.
Luv,
Stella