i swear to god that i'm truly happy. i actually went to a party, of course i was the weird loner who got accused of having syphilis and a speed addiction within 20 minutes. i got into 2 fights no less. my nads are pumped with the anticipation of bruises. THEN THE BAND CAME!! the awkward romance has got to be the best fucking local band i have EVER heard. Stu gave me one of his drumsticks.. and all the band members signed it. Andrew was tres cool, even though he bent down and rubbed his sweaty hair on me. and i huged him and he picked me up. hehe. later we were all outside and they were about to leave when i screamed "DON'T MAKE FUN OF ME JUST BECAUSE I HAVE A BLADDER DEFECT" at jessica. Imaginge a rocker with piercings and died hair giggling at you like a girl scout. duckie. second dreason why i'm happy- i have officially been hooked up with pot. i have easy access to it. and i had liquor this morning. i love the world.