Josh is one of the best things that has ever happened to me. For once in my life, I might actually be happy. I'm off drugs, I'm not hurting myself, and I'm in love. I don't know what else I could want. On Saturday, he came over and we were lying down on the couch in my basement and he fell asleep with his head rested on my chest. And as I was stroking his hair and watching him sleep, I realized that I never want anything to happen to him, and that I will be there to take care of him as long as he'll let me.