Fuck this

Shit. It hasn't been the best week of my life, so I was looking forward to the weekend, but my parents basically told me I can't go out until I get my grades back up again. I really don't believe this, I've NEVER had trouble in school before. But then again, I've always gone to public schools before this. One of my teachers pulled me out of class during a test today and told me that he had already arranged for me to go talk with the counselor. I really hate having to go to the counselor all the time. I just don't know what's been going on with me lately. I can't remember details, it's like the days just trickle into each other. I didn't even realize my grades dropped so much in a matter of weeks. And I've definetely officially spent more time stoned this year then studying. So God damn, for once in my life, I actually am trying to do better in school. It's my biggest priority right now, becuase if I don't get my grades back to A-'s and B+'s, i'll basically be commiting social suicide. I just had to give up an entire weekend of hook-ups and vodka! Shit!
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hiya!!
im sooooo sorry that your grades went down, but if its any consolation, i think they're pretty good, i mean, a's, b's, n c's?? thats great!
but i mean, if you EVER wanna talk, im here, i promise.
thanks for leaving that comment in my diary...
remember, im here for ranting, babbling, tears, whatever. id love to help you.
always listening,
stella
buggerrrrrrr kinda sums it up. that fucking sucks, but then if u say uve never been in trouble in school before then theres hope
feel betr.lastresort
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