i'm still stressed out over NOTHING. i just feel restless all the time- like there's something i should be doing, but i don't know what. my mind won't shut up and it's keeping me up at night. I slept 2 hours this MORNING- from 8 AM to 10. I put some of the weight back on. I'm around 95 now. I'm not sure if I lost that weight because I was trying to or because I was stressed out, or a combination of the two. I don't know. I don't know. I felt very secure at 88 pounds. It's an odd feeling. Like no matter what happens, it will all be ok as long as I'm 88 pounds. I sound insane, but I want to be there again. I go back to school on the 23rd. I have less than 10 days. I'm so nervous. I wish people would just get off my case and let me do this, and let me be happy. It will make me happy. Isn't that enough? I got a shitty schedule. I have pre-calc last- that class is going to be utter hell. I'll be counting minutes and exhausted. Volleyball tryouts in a couple days. Ahhhhh