ahhh i did it i am fucking amazing, I got a 16 gauge curved barbell through my tongueweb, and I was holding that piercing with just a pin for more than a month or so. It sucks though, cause i've had it in for a while, and it started to reject. So the barbell is way to fucking close to my teeth. Eep. Gum damage. I think I might do it over again..... a third time. Driving to my friends house today, my mom was venting to me about my dad again, and a lot of shit came up that I think I would rather not have known. It's disturbing. I don't want to think about it but it's not really stuff you can shove into the back of your mind until you just completely forget about it. I hate hearing my mother say things that she usually tells me not to. Anna did something weird to me. She had these weird hybrid pills that were like caffeine pills and painkillers combined into one tablet, and I think the dosage was 1 every 3 hours. I took 3 and it did something really funny to me because I felt like shit. Anna didn't seem to feel it though, seeing as she had 8. I am a weakling. I can't even take pills anymore. I tried to double pierce my other ear a couple weeks ago, and I damn near fainted. And the last time I used my blades, it was to sharpen my eyeliner. Something's not right. Oh yeah, happy 2005 whores. 2004 was the best and worst year so far for me. I'll miss it and I'll regret it more than anything. -EDIT- *about 36 minutes later* AHHHH I CAN'T STAND IT I TOOK IT OUT ALREADY. The barbell keeps rubbing against my teeth and it is driving me INSAAAANNNEEE. *pulls out hair and runs to the woods screaming*