went to see a school play with loverman#1. he had his arm around me and i was wearing one of those blazer jackets that makes a pretty low V in the front even when you button it. So his hand ended up inside my jacket. and he was feeling his way around. I honestly remove his hand from my shirt for him when the lights came on for intermission. and thats when i noticed our principal was sitting about 7 seats down. So not romantic. in other news, i am most definetely about 2 steps away from getting suspended. for 6 weeks, to be exact. story in short is that everyone at my school is a fucking gossip queen and people are accusing me of doing everything from getting drunk, to smoking pot, to shooting up on heroine on our school trip to NYC. how much can you do in one night, anyways? God dammit. so yeah, 6 weeks OSS. it's just a matter of time. I'm so scared. I don't know what to do. I'm not going to be able to come home if i get suspended; i'd rather live in a cardboard box until I can legally rent out an apartment then face my parents. *bids farewell to my life*