Ever feel like your running and not getting anywhere? I do! This week is crazy!! Last night i stayed up till 12 studying for 2 tests, adn i still dont think i did very well unfortunately. I saw the crucible last night that was of course (who would have thought differently!) wonderful! Everyone is so talented!!!! No worries you are all stars in my eyes! Today after yesturdays bust, we finally got a christmas tree!! yay!! Its sooo pretty, adn it smells sooo much like christmas! I dont know how people do it, think its christmas without the smell of christmas (hence the pine..) hmm well some people can do it, but I dont think i will ever be able to. :) Then i dashed off to go to my aunts to have her help me wtih the rest of my christmas presents for freidns and other people. I got 2 christmas things today though! It made me soo happy! My step dad, gave me (we ewre at party city and it was really really cheap) this extremely cute red angel bear! It is adorable! THen my mom went to this party thing and brought back a white elephant gift of a snowman that like sings this little song and has a snowman come out of his hat! Its sooo cute!! I love it, and my mom says shes going to give it to me!! yay!! :) SO I was happy. Very frustrating stuff going on as well though. The guy as in previous entries, i have found out that he didnt really like me, and was just lonely and still really wants to get together wiht my friend. Fortunately, he told me he was joking about the whole getting in my pants or any girls pants thing. He said that he would never do that unless the girl was really ok with it. I dotn know if I truley believe him, but at least a part of me does. I dont think i really liked him exactly. I think i just liked the pretense of him. Thats my thinking now. Well Im off to go do a million other things!! Hope the christmas season is treating you well and finals dont kill you!