i love that word audacious, i dont know why but i just do! Ok so this is take 2 on this entry. It probably wont be as good as take 1 but what can you do, i am now frustrated that it didnt save. Anyways, i am now officially 18!! yay!! Is anyone else getting scared about that fact? I am!! I came to a realization that i am no longer surrounded by the safe and normal anymore, in normal life, and in the social (guy) scene. thats scary! Im sure i will be able to do it, every girl though be careful! Guys can be really creepy and scary if you arnt, so beware, we have left the safe and dependable! or at least the scared to do anything about those hormones. Um, about the title, its refering to my state after my vacations!! If i really am beautiful thats under debate, but I am really tan and really blonde now, thanks to the sun!the vacations were sooo awesome! First off, i got surprised by a trip to New York to celebrate my birthday!! Im retarted enough said... anyways, it was soo great! I love new york!!! Went to the statue of liberty which had such long lines of security! I recomend just walking around the outside, pretty much the same without the 2 hours of security! Then we went down to the beach, where i got soooo tan!! I had enough family time to last me a lifetime, 19 people in one house at one time is WAY to many!! But it was ok, i dealt with it. Then i was home for basically a blink, and hten i was off again for hawaii! :) It was soo much fun, quick recap, snorkeled (such pretty fish), traveled the island (gorgeous), swam with manta rays (i got really freaked out!), kayaked, luau, fished, and a sunset cruise! Really busy, but really fun!! :) My body is so off, it has no idea when do to be tired and when to be hungry! Its ok though, ill get through it. On a more personal note, I now have a roommate, and a room!!! I was so excited! My roommate seems nice from what i have been able to talk to her. Um and I got my laptop finally! yay for me! I was very happy about it. Anways, i think thats it. If you want to do somehting beofre friday, when i leave again (for the last time before i go to denver!), give me a call! Im free!! the jetsetter