Life is unfair. There is no way to make it fair. Life moves in weird ways sometimes, and we just have to be ready to sit back and accept what it throws at us. I have decided to not try to analyze things and just sit through whatever it is. At this point i dont think there will be anythign anyways, but I still have a little hope. Maybe that makes me stupid but i just think there are too many signs pointing in one direction, to make me go a different path. I was really sad yesturday about it all, and mad and thats why there is no evidence of it on here. I hope everyone lives there lives to the fullest while they are the way they want them to go. Beucase when it suddenly stops all you ahve left are the memories, adn so make sure those memories are good ones to look back to and help you understand that it was all worth it in the end and that you have no regrets. Live with no regrets and your supposed to be happy. But when your life falls down around you, its so hard to be. Im really in a state of whateverness right now beucase im sick of being confused, adn im sick of hurting nad im sick of wishing for something thats not there. Hopefully life will do that lovely thing of throwing everything out of center and confusing me once again or at least making me happy again. Everyone gets 1 fair chance to at least explain themselves right? I just hope he realizes that. Life is crazy, life is unfair, and thats waht makes it all worthwile. Otherwise we would all be really bored all the time if it was the same every day. Go with it, enjoy it, and try to not follow my example and dwell on it. Ill work on following my own advice, any others advice is always appriciated. SCHOOL is tomorrow!! AHHHH! thats crazy!! I dont want to go to school anymore!! Oh well, its almost over!! Hope your 3 day weekends were pleasant and relaxing. Enjoy your days. Casey