Christmas is yet again over. These days i think are very depressing because everything you had been looking forward to is now just over. Yes you have a lot of presents to play with now, but i personally love the anticipation almost more than the gifts. Anyways, my christmas was really good. I got a surprise gift on christmas eve. I got accepted to University of San Francisco!! yay! Its one of my top 3 so im all happy that I actually did it. I really feel like I have accomplished something. Im not going to have to go to NAU now, that makes me very happy. Then my other 2 favorite gifts I got, were this one senior picture frame with my senior pics in it, its soo cute and it was so thoughtful of my mom to put that together for me. THen I also got this little ipod boombox thing, thats really cool and I can use it in college! College is so close its scary. This is the last christmas when we wont be visitors, adn we will live here. I mean i know I can always come home, but tis like next year I will be "visiting" from my home who knows where. that scares me. but then at the same time im really really excited for next year. I cant wait to be free from stupid, immature, and blind high school guys. And clicks! I hate those with a passion, but then I know that they will still be there in college. But im hoping htat they will go away at least a little bit next year.... I dont know what I am going to do for new years. I want to do soemthing really fun, to celebrate finally making it to my graduation year! But every year it doesnt ever seem to work out for me that way. Overall im having a sence of happiness, my cousins cousin is helping me with my date for cotillion so hopefully that iwll work out relatively soon, so that I dotn ahve to worry about that anymore. :) Hope everyone enjoys the end to break! See you in 2005!! Casey