I think i always feel giggly, i dont think there has ever been a time when i dont feel giggly! Anyways, I got into LMU!!! (loyola marymount)Im very happy about this. Now i have to decide where to go!! oh my, i dont do well with decisions. Other than that lets see... its been a pretty bad day. um.... lots of stuff ive found out and i dont know what to think about it anymore. Im so confused adn im just done. Im done until college. I cant have a relationship anyways becuase im out of time and I dont need the added pressure of worrying about his feelings along with mine and my familys. And this way I can just really leave and be done with high school forever and the true nad real people will stay in contact wtih me (so dont worry!!) hmm i dont know. Now hes like avoiding me anyways, and i really need to talk to him about cotillion! Becuase i need to know how he wants his name! Oh well, im trying not to panic and freak out that he just doesnt want to be my date with a week left im going to be totally screwed!! But i have decided that i am goign to be happy for myself and for him, becuase if im not the type of girl he wants then, i want him to be happy with whoever he feels is right. Ill just be a good friend who totally makes him regret his decision at cotillion beucase i know i look raelly really good!!! Anyways, hope your endings to your weekends werent as awful as mine was. This week is CRAZY!!! Im sooo busy!! So this is probably it for a while, im getting my hair done and then lion king tomorrow! Im soo excited!! yay!! I love everyone and im happy for the girl who gets the guy that i have liked for 4 years.