Do you ever feel like you have soo much to do, adn you are doing sooo much you have be moving at least inches, and hten you still feel like you arnt moving at all and your just running place? I am feeling overwhelmed and crazy these days. My friends have even started commenting that I even look crazy. Im just busy!! I really do like being busy, i just wish i didnt feel like im not doing things right or fast enough. I feel like everyone is about to start yelling at me for messing up. I feel like im juggling fire nad if i take one step any direction im going to burn to death! Im just very overloaded and overwhelmed. Most of that has to do with Humanities. I have to still write a critique, research for my research paper, read a whole book, understand that book, write a report for that book, and study adn remember and write another paper about the middle ages! I just feel like i wont be able to get anything done in time for that class. Other than that, hospitality is driving me mad, with all these stupid assignments that are really pointless and are for not as many points as how much work i have to put towards them. Im just sick of everything right now. Im doing really well in my other 2 classes though. math is going exceptionally well. I just get it, i almots feel like i hsouldnt be though these days or that the people in my class are mad at me for doing so well. Its not my fault that I understand it and they dont! I am willing to try to help you, but stop making me feel bad for doing well! I really think i should just quit all of my clubs. Im sick of trying so hard with them and getting no where. No one but me ends up doing anywork adn it drives me crazy!! Im not a one woman show! Other than those things Im having fun doing things i want to do. Although most people think i just need to sit and chill. I have been told I think like 100 times this past week alone that I am too busy.. and i dont have anytime. You know what! I make time for things that I find important! If a friend needs my support or wants me to be somewhre or wants to do something, I will fit that person in! Yes Im busy, but i dont care. Im handleing it. I just wish someone would understand that and not tell me to chill out when i do get a little frantic with my sechedule of running around, htat is not what I need at that moment. Anyways, Boys varsity won last night!!! It was soo cool!! It was such a good game, it was all in the like last min. we are winning, no we are tied, no we are losing, no we are winning, to finally winning!!! :) It was sooo cool, adn sooo stressful!! Again I was told to breath and calm down. Im an excited person so shut up you stupid people! After that i went out and hung out with a few of my friends and that was really fun beucase i really have fun with those people and i laugh all the time, thats always good. It was just a really good night. today i slept in and then went to work. Or i went to babysit from 1-8:30!!! It was sooo long but i didnt really care, it was relatively easy money!! 90$!!! Cotillion is coming up so quickly these days. I have so much to do for that. our last meeting was on monday and they gave us so much to do as if i dont have enough to think about!!! But at least its fun stuff. Place cards are going to my top priority after i get back from Denver next weekend. Im really getting excited for it though, i really think im goign to have so much fun!! :) Cant wait. Well i need to go research for my critique i will now be writing tomorrow.... Hope your weekends are going well. Sorry for the length, you should know by now i have alot to vent about! :) casey